2006

i just wanna share this sms i received from a friend just a while ago...

"don't say sorry anymore. the new year is coming... must say good good very good!"

i think she's right! good good very good 2006 everyone!!

6 months liao

after 6 months probation, i'm now a confirmed staff!
my appraisal went quite well... only improvements on certain areas are needed.
no increment for the time being, but overall, i'm happy.

am i crazy?!?!

it's weird....

he has betrayed me, and yet i can forgive him so easily. somehow, there is still a glimmer of hope that he'll come to his senses and find his way again. everyone make mistakes and everybody deserves a second chance. if he asked for it i think i'll give him another second chance.

I HAVE TO MOVE ON!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!?!

stylo-milo

and i also wanna add that i was so proud of myself yesterday night.

i needed to confront him and get it out of my system. i did. and i did it with grace because i was so calm and i did not shed a single tear.

this is what i call closure with style!

hahahhahahahhaha

CLOSURE... FINALLY!!

never in my life i wished i was wrong. the ugly truth hurts so deeply and this betrayal is too much to bear. but you know what... i've always been strong, and i will continue to be strong.

i no longer have the anger. it saddened me to know that after all these years of friendship; you have to betray me like this. but I won’t call you names… and i do not hate you. i just pray that you’ll find your way around again and be the person you were before.

and you can stop pretending to worry about me. i’m closing this chapter of my life. i know now that i can move on with my life and start 2006 afresh.

i have finally found closure. i wish you all the best and that she treats you well.

good bye for good.

Destiny's Child - Survivor

Now that you're out of my life I'm so much better

You thought that I'd be weak without you But I'm stronger

You thought that I'd be broke without you But I'm richer

You thought that I'd be sad without you I laugh harder

You thought I wouldn't grow without you Now I'm wiser

Though that I'd be helpless without you But I'm smarter

You thought that I'd be stressed without you But I'm chillin'

You thought I wouldn't sell without you Sold 9 million

I'm a survivor

I'm not gon give up

I'm not gon stop

I'm gon work harder

I'm a survivor

I'm gonna make it

I will survive

Keep on survivin'

Thought I couldn't breathe without I'm inhaling

You thought I couldn't see without you Perfect vision

You thought I couldn't last without you But I'm lastin'

You thought that I would die without you But I'm livin'

Thought that I would fail without you But I'm on top

Thought it would be over by now But it won't stop

Thought that I would self destruct But I'm still here

Even in my years to come I'm still gon be here

I'm wishin' you the best

Pray that you are blessed

Bring much success, no stress, and lots of happiness(I'm better than that)

I'm not gon blast you on the radio(I'm better than that)

I'm not gon lie on you and your family(I'm better than that)

I'm not gon hate on you in the magazines('m better than that)

I'm not gon compromise my Christianity(I'm better than that)

You know I'm not gon diss you on the Internet

Cause my mama taught me better than that

After of all of the darkness and sadness

Soon comes happiness

If I surround my self with positive things

I'll gain prosperity

i got no life...

after a 4 day hiatus, i hit the gym yesterday evening and spent a good 2 hours there doing cardio and weights... and it felt really good!

yes... i think i'm becoming a gym junkie.

a friend has reminded me that i should stay away from the gym this Christmas season because that will only further confirm my single-hood... hence... the lack of a social life!

hahahahhahahahahah... whatever....

eeyer... cannot tahan

i don't like rude people.

i don't like it when they conveniently take magazines from my desk without asking for my permission. i mean... i don't mind them borrowing the magazines. the magazines are not mine but company's property... but still, the magazines are all addressed to me and i think it is basic courtesy to ask permission. and what makes it worst is the fact that the magazine will not be returned.

i hate it more when someone else opened something that is clearly addressed to me... for example, the Christmas goodies that i've been 'supposedly' receiving lately. just awhile ago, someone went... wah yit thing... this media owner sent you a cake as a Christmas present... soooo nice... come and see it for yourself. and before i can go collect my pressie... she's happily eating the cake away! wah lau eh.... this is too much!!

i can't stand it anymore!!!!!!! i just needed to blog it out.

Sei lor...

i always tune into the hitz.fm morning crew in the morning. their wacky topic of conversation / discussion each morning makes morning traffic a bit more bearable. today's headline was : why are there so many single women in malaysia?

it is supposedly reported that 70% of women here are single. the men to women ratio now stands at 15 : 1... imagine that!!

with the rate this is going, i think i will be single for a long long time. with half the men here are either married / attached... and the other half gay...

need i say more??

sigh....

The perfect gift...

i'd like to think that i've got the perfect wedding gift for my brother and future sis-in-law... i got them a 4 day 3 night trip to Bali. it might have dented my bank account a bit, but to me, it is worth every single cent spent as he's my one and only big brother.

all i hope for now is that they'll be as excited as i am now when they receive their wedding gift next year!!

my latest addiction...

... weights ....